Endurance is the lesson of the third chakra where I am experiencing this particular fall from grace. In my guts, I am paying the energetic price for having risked and lost my sense of integrity and honor. Not to mention the heartache...theirs, mine, ours. I feel so humiliated by my desire to "live out loud" and break the rules. For this has surely been nothing but an act of rebellion against the institution of marriage. Rebellion of an adolscent proud in her boldness. God forgive me.
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